perdy funnay

ok i have a sweet word.. funnay you pernounce it (fun naaa yyyy) sweet well kendall keeps talking about morgan all he time! hahhahh today i found a tampon(unused) on the floor so karina, McKenzi and i kicked it around the hall. then we took it outta the aplicator and tied it to joe maxwell's locker.... ahahah funnay. then at lunch nate sat by me and that subject came up and he laughed and was like oh i didnt knwo they tied... then he was shy and finally asked what the difference between pads and tampons were! haha he makes me laugh sooo much! i love nate... now this is really personal but i am aftaid to say that.... like love. it makes me very sad like lump in the throat because i do like him very much and i do love him but i am not as sure he LOves me back... oh my gosh this is really deep! if only i could know how he feels... prolly not the same. oh i dont want to break my own heart. and i even question my self if i could fall in love with nate! i think if i would let myself i prolly would! ohhh and i dont want to break my own heart! i'm only 14!ohhh boyz! they make u crazy!well i hope sheri will give me valuable info b/c i am chatting with her this minute! well g2g aac