food

howdy there... well nothing exciting happened like last time i wrote in here... xcept that psi came today... that was cool... and everyone thinks i'm anorexic cause i wouldnt eat today.... ya i just dont want to gain any weight 4 judo tomarrow! well they can think what they want... but mr.wartnow waz there and i think he saw... i think he also saw my wrist a while ago.... uh oh. ya but my mom and dad made me eat something so whatever. i think this is just an attention phase... oh plus today we were watching a slide show on smoking... I HATE WHEN PEOPLE TALK ABOUT HOW YOU ARE GONNA DIE AND PEOPLE WHO SMOKE ARE STUPID AND THINK "IT WONT HAPPEN TO ME" ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! i started bawling. i hate people who do that... when mr wartnow did it i cried to myslef and today i cried 2 myself... i fucking know my mom is gonna die but i dont need to think about it right now if fucking have enough stressors! ahhhh... well it feels good to let that out... hmmm well g2g sleep cause i'm anorexic! grrr i am in such a pissy mood! grr.