Yes

Well god has replied back to me. Last night i asked him to give me clear signs of who is here for me. Today i got a book from Mr. Horst, my parents got mail from Mrs. Goodman telling how special and intellectual i am and Mallory totally understands me. Thanks god. Back in February at the dance i got a kiss from Nate. I have to remember that i like him for who he is and not what we do. I enjoy being around him and he makes me laugh and happy. Well today kendall was being cocky cause some girl was at class. I was pissed. Oh and a while ago morgan and i got into a really big fight.... LONG time ago... but it ended up ok. Ya i talked 2 mallory about my "MASK" and she totally understood and it made me really happy, cause i know god is in mallory. Some of my gaurdian angel is in mallory. I hope so. Well i truely hope the The Schneidners and i stay in touch, and also mrs goodman next year. These ppl are important to me. i dont have things so bad. what was i thinking suicide for? man. oh but today mr wartnow made me cry in class... nobody noticed, but he was talking about smokers and it really made me sad and ashamed and mad. I love my mom... no one can tell me she is stupid or not aware of the consiquences of smoking... fuck them, i love my mom. ya well hm.... not much else, ha. ya i know god is there for me now... before i wasnt as sure... now i am. man i am really happy! i hope it stays this way!